This crazy little thing call Love

freak

2008-11-24T18:34:00.001+08:00

Don't try to tell me what to do cause you ain't no better.

fuck

2008-11-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

Really, honestly, madly, deepyly, truly, SCREW THIS!

new loves

2008-11-21T09:34:00.003+08:00

Hahahahaha! Me and WX have found our true new loves (:
Weixuan's future husband name is called Mr Harry Vikrasamu :D
And my future husband name is called MR CHINGCHONG =)

[ I love my Chingchong <3 )

grad nite '08

2008-11-18T14:55:00.002+08:00

Grad nite '08 serving was a success thanks to all the servers :D
I really have to thank them for their hard work and cooperation throughout (:
If not, annabelle's and my formation wouldn't have been a success :)
*except for a few irritants, but I will not mention them lest they spoil they mood XD

Ok, now I will let the pictures do the talking X)

swimming

2008-11-17T19:56:00.001+08:00

Have you all ever tried swimming at night?
If you have not done it, try it soon!
Cause it's simply wonderful!
And it's super shiok!
The view is super nice and the silence is super comfortable.

when everything is wrong, we move along.

2008-11-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

People do change over time.
But no matter how much you've changed,
In my heart, you'll always be the same.
Cause no matter how much you've changed,
you're still you. (:

violent

2008-11-06T18:51:00.003+08:00

Hai.. Don't know why but I've been like pretty crazy lately these days.
I've been pretty violent and crazy in class.
And poor jerrie had to suffer it. ):
Solly jelly queen.
It's the official last day of school for the year 2008 tmr.
It feels kinda weird actually.
O levels are just next year, omg!

songs

2008-10-27T14:46:00.004+08:00

Say a prayer and let the good times roll..

All American Girl - Carrie Underwood

Yellow - Cold Play

alicia keys -
If I Aint Got You - Alicia Keys

Flavor_Of_Life - Utada hikaru

Ikenai Taiyou by ORANGE RANGE - ORANGE RANGE

Angela - Unable to Make Out - 张韶涵

Invisible - Clay Aiken

Play With Fire - Hilary Duff

The Conversation - Motion City Soundtrack

Antonia - Motion City Soundtrack

girls love it

2008-10-05T13:56:00.001+08:00

I'm terribly sorry ):

wth

2008-10-04T17:58:00.000+08:00

Looks can really be deceiving.
Sometimes you can't even recognise that person anymore.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

2008-10-03T10:44:00.004+08:00

I suddenly remembered what my friend told me about someone.

This happened during a lesson. They were having a lesson on wars.

They were having a lesson on rearment and the teacher tried to give a real life example.

Teacher (ask student A in class): 'If I were to bring a knife to school, what would you do?'

Student A: 'Oh i will bring a gun to protect myself.'
(common sense)

Teacher (ask student B) the same question.

Student B: 'oh i will bring bomb to protect myself.'
(common sense)

The teacher asked student C the same question again.

And student C replied this.

Student C: 'oh i bring an apple, cos i very hungry now n use the knife'

Teacher's reaction: 'Erm... ok' and looked away.

The class stared at Student C for 5 sec and there was silence.

No one laughed.

And the student was expecting some reaction.

My friend's reaction: 'What's this? C this C very funny is it? Not funny lor! Prist la! Everyone silence! Then like so awkward. Lame sia. Wan say also say smth funny can. So stupid!'

ain't

2008-09-30T17:02:00.000+08:00

Get this straight.
I ain't no studying machine.

poor thing

2008-09-26T17:07:00.001+08:00

My poor foot .... ):

zzzz

2008-09-26T14:13:00.002+08:00

Can you please get off my back?
Do you know that you're really really getting on my nerves?
Stop trying to 'patch' our friendship cause it can never be mended.
No matter how much you've changed or no matter what you do,
I don't want to be friends with you anymore!
Some things, when they are broken, they're broken.
They can't be fixed back and even if they can be fixed, there will still be cracks.
But however, you and me, are like porcelain vases, once its broken *piang!*
Its gone, and never be fixed back.
And the way you ask me sounds super super wrong you know!
Like so les leh!
Aye, in conclusion, I don't want to be friends with you!
SO BACK OFF!

glad

2008-09-20T18:24:00.002+08:00

I guess this is the point of time in your life that you tend to appreciate/ be thankful about certain things in your life.
1) I'm glad to have two parents who care about me.
2) I'm thankful that I have a brother though we might not be the closest siblings on earth.
3) I'm glad and thankful to have such wonderful friends who're always there for me to hear me out and listen to my endless rants.
4) I'm glad I came to 3/5 cause if I didn't, I wouldn't have met some wonderful people.
5) I'm very elated to have the best buddy in the whole wide world.
6) I'm glad I finished what I somewhat started.

nicknames

2008-09-13T17:42:00.003+08:00

Hahah! Was talking to Cassie and we've came up with a nickname for Zachery Cheng Teng!
He shall be called 'opphoteric'.
That's because Cass says that he acts in the opposite way of amphoteric bases.
He acts like a girl in front of girls and acts like a boy in front of boys.
LOL!

And Jun Jie's nickname is *'s sugary-strawberry cupcake- honey star- sweetie pie- bumblebee :D

funny day

2008-09-09T16:42:00.004+08:00

I swear ANG GIN YANG is out of his mind!
SERIOUS!
HE CUTS PEOPLE'S HAIR WHEN THEY ARE BUSY BOTHERING WITH OTHER STUFF!
HE ALSO COVER PEOPLE'S HEADS WITH BOXES!
I kena both ):
Cause today I was sitting at Helmi's place to talk to Yan Ling.
And ANG GIN YANG who sits behind Helmi took his scissors and *snipped*.
I turned around, saw ANG GIN YANG with the scissors.
Me: 'Gin yang, what did you just do?'
GY: 'Oh, I almost cut your hair!'
Me: 'WTH! Are you seriously ok?'
GY: 'No, I have to go the mental hospital everyday to take pills to keep my illness in control.'
Me: 'Er, whatever, you can cut own your hair, just leave my hair alone.'
GY: 'I also always cut Helmi's hair. That's why his head go patches.'
Me: 'I'm really thankful that I dun sit here.'
GY: *flashes a wide grin*

Poor Helmi! He has to suffer Ginyang for 9 months. LOL! Lucky I sit far far away or else my hair will be doomed!
(but ginyang is a very funny person! His jokes all darn funny!)

And today we had free period for English cause Ms Rajah needed to be in the hall.
So I was talking with Jerrie, XR and Cass.
Suddenly, there was this *boom* sound and guess what.
It was Gin yang covering my head with a box. =.=
So I went to his table, took out all his pens and books from his table and spread them all over the floor :D

And also during ALIVE! leasson,
we were having this talk about healthy relationships between friends and family.
And there was this slide that says 'No man is an island'.
Of course no man is an island la, because an island is not a man.
LOL!

Questions to ponder,

2008-09-05T14:14:00.002+08:00

I was surfing the net when I came across this website which says ' Questions to Ponder over. Food for the brain'.
So I decided to check the website out.
And I came across a few questions which I think is worth pondering over.
'If you were given a chance of not meeting someone, who would it be and why?'
'If you were given a chance of meeting someone all over again, who would it be and how do you plan to meet that person again?'
'If you were given a chance to relive one moment of your life, which moment would it be and why?'
'If you were given a chance to not have to say goodbye to someone, who would it be and why?'
'If you were given a chance to be born again, would be want to be born into the same family or would you choose to be born into another family and why?

That's it, folks. Happy pondering (:

long post!

2008-08-31T22:08:00.003+08:00

It's been sooooooo long since I last posted?
Frankly speaking, I've been so busy that I've been neglecting my blog.
After a hectic week, I've finally found the time to update my blog.
Sec 3 life is soooooo hectic!
I really wonder how sec 4 life would be like.
I'm just waiting for the period after O levels so that I can finally let my hair down and enjoy myself.
During this long period, so much things have happened.
I realised that life is very precious.
And anything can happen during our lives.
Be it good things or bad things.
But what matters is that we have to be strong, and take things one step at a time.
Soon after, the rain will clear and we will have sunshine again!

(*, keep strong ok? I know this is hard on you. But hopefully things will be fine soon. But no matter what, I'll always be here for you. You can count on me (: )

And to my best friend, we'll always be bestf, be it now or in the future, forever (:

3/5 '08!

2008-07-31T17:05:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I last posted.
Haha, been very very busy.
Sec 3 life has been hectic so far.
But I'm glad I changed place cause if I didn't I wouldn't have sat near so many wonderful people :D
Everyday is a laughing day :D
Cause of crappy peoply like Jerrie, Xinrong, Jun Jie, Cassie, Zachery and Yeh hang.
- Jerrie (stupid crappy woman) sits beside me and tortures me with her math questions!
Lol! But she's damn funny when it comes to crapping and saying lame thing, esp when it comes to *ahem* [:
- Xinrong (funny woman) sits diagonally opposite on my left and is like forever laughing and funny! She's forever making me laugh with her jokes :D
- Junjie (china) sits behind Jerrie and is forever making me laugh too with his jokes about *ahem* [: OH AND I LOVE DOODLING IN HIS DIARY :D
- Cassie (small girl) sits in front of CHOO CHOO and declares war with yeh hang everyday. LOL! And she's damn funny! She comes up with the funniest nickname for others [:
-Zachery (stupid crappy man) sits in front of me and makes funny jokes about almost everything. I find his jokes on *ahem* the funniest! I can laugh for like minutes! :D
- YEH HANG (short lame boy) sits in front of ZAC and makes the lamest and coldest jokes ever! He loves to torture me with *ahem* but he still damn funny! :D

cousinz

2008-07-11T19:47:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MY COUSIN(S)! :D

heart pain

2008-06-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

I didn't know it was so heart-wrenching to be magnanimous...

Get up offa that thing

2008-06-03T17:43:00.005+08:00

It has been so long since I posted.
Life have been pretty busy for me.
I've finally had the chance to catch up with my old friends today.
And boy, I discovered some shocking news about Dan.
It has beem a long time since I last saw him or last talked to him.
Suddenly miss the feeling of having him around.
When he was here I could always count on him to lent me a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on.
Even though we are always bickering and picking on each other,
we still do have lots of fun time together.
It has been three years since I last saw him and I really miss him alot.
Just now I was visiting his blog and I saw a picture of him and his girl.
The immature, playful boy has finally grown up and got himself a girl, and a very gorgeous one too.
And they two looked really cute and happy together[:.
I'm looking forward to 16/07/08 :D
And there's only three days left til Friday (:
There's one more week til june camp (:
And my hair sucks ):

[ i miss you, hair ): ]

Its a celebration!

2008-05-13T20:40:00.002+08:00

Oh my god!
I can't believe exams are finally over!
During the exam period, I've been slogging day and night, revising and studying.
Phew!
How glad am I that it's finally over!
It's now time to let your hair down and just simply have a hell of time!
There's so many things that I wanna do!

1)MOVIE DATES! I wanna watch 'What happened in Vegas', 'Speed Racer', 'Dance of the Dragon', 'Made of Honour', 'Twilight', 'Prince Caspian'!!
2)SHOPPING DATES! I seriously need a shopping trip! (weixuan! meiyunn!)
3)SMALLVILLE! I wanna buy smallville VCD!
4)ICE SKATING!!!!!
5)JUNE CAMP!
6)DAY OUT WITH GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!
7)SAKAE SUSHI!!
8)GYM!

Oh, there's so much that I wanna do. The list seems to go on and on and on.

warwick avenue

2008-05-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

Nice song[:

Cyclone aid

2008-05-11T19:12:00.002+08:00

Dear Lord,

Please let the people in Myanmar overcome the cyclone crisis.
Please let them be safe.
Please let them have places to rest and cover themselves from the rain and sun.
Please let them get over this.
Please let them be free from their sufferings.
They shouldn't be punished this way.
Thousands are left homeless and without food and water to eat.
There are dead bodies left lying everywhere.
Young kids are suffering tremendously.
Please help them overcome this crisis.

Mental Block

2008-05-10T17:34:00.002+08:00

Sec 3 life has been very hectic so far.
With the mid year exams, everyone has been mugging for hours, revising and going through past worksheets.
Upper secondary life is definitely much more different from lower secondary life.
There's definitely more work and there's no time for slacking.
Everyday just past in routine.
Go to class, sit down at the same place, listen to teacher, do assignment, go back home and do homework.
My class has been great so far.
Great people, nice to get along with.
But of course, there's just one exception...
That one, Gone case!

But now that the holidays are here, I'm gonna catch up on my revision and just enjoy the holidays.
Besides, my relatives are coming over to Singapore. Can't wait!
Finally seeing my baby cousin for the second time!
Can't wait!

SICK:/

2008-05-03T14:19:00.000+08:00

Ugh... Stomach Flu :/

I've got the words but can't convey

2008-04-20T13:13:00.002+08:00

Everyone for once in a certain point of their lives, will turn back and wish they were somewhere else instead of at that particular place that they are in right then.
I guess, everyone is bound to feel that way in one way or another.
For instance, someone might be regretting making a particular decision and is probably gonna spend the rest of his/her life wondering 'What if I chose to do this instead of that'.
Or someone might be wondering why she chose this instead of that.
I guess everyone will wonder this and that for once in their lives.

Sore Losers

2008-04-09T18:44:00.002+08:00

EXCUSE ME!
What's your problem huh?
It isn't my prob that we won right?
We beat you fair and square.
If you ain't happy about it, you're always welcome to come have a re-match.
You don't have to write false things about us your blog.
And then delete your blog because of a few tags and claim that you didn't blog about it at all.
Let me tell you, that is the characteristic of a sore loser.
If you ain't happy about it, come thrash it out and play fair and square on the court.
You didn't have to go around saying that WE were playing unfairly and purposely inflicted harm onto our opponents.
IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!
How many times do we have to say this?
A.C.C.I.D.E.N.T!
When does accidents NOT happen when you're playing netball?
You're bound to get injured one way or another what.
IF you are so scared that you might get injured, I suggest you switch to another CCA, where you wouldn't get any injuries and won't have to worry about losing at all.
You claim that the umpire was biased.
Then why didn't your OWN umpire blow?
Because obviously, it was YOUR mistakes.
If you don't know the rules of the game, GO find out about it.
DON'T START YAKKING AWAY WITH UNBIASEDNESS CAUSE THAT'S BULLSHIT.
And who was the one who started to attitude us because you all were losing?
LIKE FOR EXAMPLE, when it was MY ball, you just totally slammed the ball.
Hello? Which part of my face tells you 'slam the ball'????!!!
Very funny ah?
SLAM THE BALL?!!!!
Next time i slam the ball in your face than you tell me funny or not!
AND THE FIRST-AID BOX THING!
You think I love to return the first aid box to you all ah?
SIAO!
YOU THINK I SO FREE SASHAYED OVER THERE JUST TO PASS YOU ALL THE DAMN FIRST AID BOX?
You still say what 'act kind'!!!
MY BUTT AH!
If I didn't pass you the first-aid box, what do I do with it?
Bring it home?
SIAO RIGHT?
HELLO! The damn first-aid box belongs to your school leh!
And I think you seriously need the first aid kit.
You can have a choice of bandaging your mouth, disinfecting your mouth or plastering your mouth.
You can use the Hanaplast and plaster your foul mouth.
OR you can use the antiseptic to kill the germs in your mouth so that your mouth won't be so dirty.
OR you can bandage your mouth to shut your trap.
VILE-MOUTHED creature!
May your drop dead and rot!
AND! Your school has so many people like you, so I wouldn't even want to step into your school or even walk past it!
Watch your mouth before you start blabbing, sore loser!

Match against BT

2008-04-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

Today was the match against BT.
YAY! We won!
At first I thought we would lose cause we were like on par with them in the first quarter.
Luckily, we fought hard during the second quarter.
But I was really lousy today :/
I didn't even intersect one ball:/
And I sort of sprained my ankle but it didn't last long, fortunately.
We were like winning so I cheered and they were like 'shut up la, bitch.'
EXCUSE ME!
In what way am I like even disturbing you?
I cheer for my own team cannot ah?
Which law of Singapore states that I can't cheer on court?
You living in lala land la!
You think your father own the court ah?
And the __ got so pissed at us.
Hello? It ain't our fault that we're winning right?
You come attitude me for what?
And Adele didn't mean to knock her what.
Accidental what, cannot see ah?
A.C.C.I.D.E.N.T!
Aye, wan de qi, shu de qi la!
Hai, must learn from us.
Got forgiving spirit! :D

rants

2008-04-02T18:22:00.002+08:00

Ok, just found out smth from mayo.
That I seem damn dao most of the time.
LOL!
She thinks that I look scary and fierce.
LOL LOL!
I do?
I didn't even noticed it myself :/
Next time, I walk around.
I shall plaster a smile on my face. :D
And especially for mayo,
I'LL MAKE SURE I SMILE BIG BIG FOR YOU! :D :D :D :D :D
LOL!

Farah love!

2008-03-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

FARAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
It's been such a long time since we last meet or talk!
I missed you so much!!!
Its been since december(?) that we last talked about our date!
We have to go for our date soon!
Miss you lots! <3

Sports Day

2008-03-30T18:21:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO TEMASEK FOR WINNING THE CHEERING COMPETITION!

2008-03-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

When everything's broken..

Inconsolable

2008-03-23T00:47:00.004+08:00

The tears tonight just can't stop flowing.
They keep falling and falling.
I've really had enough.
I really can't stand this anymore.
I didn't even lay a hand on you.
All I asked was for you to do your share, your part.
But did you?
NO!
You even laid hands on me!
This really ain't fair.
Ever since Mom went overseas, I've really been very tolerating towards.
I even cooked and cleaned for you.
There was really a big difference in the way I treated you before and after Mummy went overseas.
After Mummy went overseas, I did not yell at you nor pick a fight with you.
In fact, I tolerated it all and even did your chores for you.
Why?
Because Mummy told me that I was the elder one.
So I need to be responsible.
So I really tried my best.
And I think I really did my best.
There was really a big big difference in the way I treat you now.
I never ever yelled at you.
I was really really very tolerating.
But what you did tonight really pushed me to my limits.
I can't take this anymore.
I can't always be the one responsible when others ain't doing their part.
I'm not a superwoman.
I'm not that capable.
I need my space too.
But what you did tonight, really pushed me to my limits.
The tears just kept flowing and flowing.
Today I realised that it was never the same and will never be.
Because you don't bother while I'm the only one who bother to try and give my best.
But at least I did try and gave my best.
I tried, I tolerated, I learnt, I realised.
This is the limit.
And you've really pushed it.

[Inconsolable]

Smallville

2008-03-22T22:37:00.004+08:00

I think Smallville is a really nice show to watch!
Why does it come only in the late nights like around 10 when I'm gonna sleep?
Then i had to miss it.
Such a shame!
And Tom Welling and Kristin makes the show even more enjoyable to watch!
Whoever that buys me the whole set of Smallville Vcds, I'm so gonna love that person for life man!
OMG OMG OMG!
SMALLVILLE IS DAMN NICE TO WATCH!

Was reading weixuan's blog.
And there was this retarded person who added her on msn and talked to her,
That person is damn retarded
[this is an extract from her blog]

'xúåñ . . . says:
sry ar...im nt even yr fren. my daddy says nt to talk to strangers. HOHOHOHOHO.

DAMN FUNNY SIA!
THAT PERSON SOUNDS SO PERVERTIC!
LOL!
'my dadddy says not to talk to strangers'
ROTFL!!!!

Good friday

2008-03-21T15:01:00.002+08:00

I think holidays are like really boring,
Cause there's nothing I can do at home except be a couch potato or do homework.
And being a couch potato too long can make me grow fatter.
Which is not good for health.
For example, today.
I was stuck at home watching Barbie Mariposa!
The channel was switched onto kids central.
So me and my brother decided to watch it.
It gives me ideas on what I should get my baby cousin for her birthday.
Since she's nuts over Barbie.

Aye, holidays drive me bonkers.):

Love song

2008-03-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m unusually hard to hold on to.

Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.

I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.

Loves and Thanks to Weixuan[:

2008-03-21T01:52:00.003+08:00

Many loves and thanks to Weixuan for making this wonderful blog!
Now, I finally have my own personalised blog.
And its looking very very good!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH WEIXUAN!
I LOVE YOU! <3

Girls just love it[:

2008-03-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

Look what you've done

2008-03-20T23:39:00.002+08:00

WOW! Thanks man!
You've done me such a big favour!
You've let me realised something.
You've let me realised what I've been doing.
You've made me wake up from my dream.
You brought me back to the reality world.
I was sinking but luckily, I didn't sank deeper than I already did.
And I'm glad.
Because if I sank deeper than this, I wouldn't know what to do.
I knew that would come sooner or later, it's just that I wouldn't admit to myself.
Or let myself believed it.
But now, the nightmare has come true.
I didn't want to believe it at first.
But what do I know?

Weixuan's famous quotes:

sumtimes words may seem the norm for u
but it's nt the same for everyone
esp for girls
we're sensitive creatures.

[quoted from weixuan]

Oh lord.

2008-03-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!
This is bad.
Very very bad.
I just found out something about *.
* told me that * ________.
Oh my god.
And I don't know how I can help her.
Oh lord, please don't let it worsen.
I hope against hope that it will disappear.
Please.

15 March 2008

2008-03-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

You've changed so much that I can barely recognise you anymore.

2008-03-09T21:08:00.001+08:00

hankuan was here!

Off to perth!

2008-03-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm heading to perth real soon!
I'm so gonna miss everybody!
Esp my family!
I've never been separated from home this long!
And this is my first birthday which I'm spending it without my family.
It feels weird altogether.
And besides, it's my 16th birthday!
Feels weird.

2008-03-09T20:54:00.001+08:00

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